Can You See What We’ve Done? We’ve Gone And Made Such Fools Of Ourselves

"They don’t give us long on this merry-go-round. We only just have enough time to get used to the way it spins, as it turns around the sun. Just when we’re starting to feel like we recognise the rhythm (and we may even know how to enjoy it, not just survive it), we start to realise that we are nearing the end. Nobody asks us, in the next world, who we voted for or how often we vacuumed our carpets. Only one question counts. Did you do your best to embrace the hidden magic in each moment? Today, some of that joy reveals itself to you."
 
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Twilight OST (2009)
 
How can I decide what’s right when you’re clouding up my mind?
I can’t win your losing fight all the time.
Not gonna ever own what’s mine when you’re always taking sides
But you won’t take away my pride. No, not this time, not this time.

How did we get here when I used to know you so well?
But how did we get here? Well, I think I know.


The truth is hiding in your eyes and it’s hanging on your tongue.
Just boiling in my blood.
But you think that I can’t see what kind of man that you are,
If you’re a man at all.
Well, I will figure this one out on my own. (I’m screaming, "I love you so.")

On my own. (My thoughts you can’t decode)

How did we get here when I used to know you so well? Yeah.
But how did we get here? Well, I think I know.

Do you see what we’ve done?

We’ve gone and made such fools of ourselves.
Do you see what we’ve done?
We’ve gone and made such fools of ourselves.
Yeah. Yeah.

How did we get here when I used to know you so well? Yeah, yeah.
How did we get here when I used to know you so well?
I think I know. I think I know.

There is something I see in you. It might kill me. I want it to be true.

***
 
Random thoughts jumbling in my head. Wondering if all of this waiting matters. Wondering if the difference really means anything to me. Wondering if I want all of that badly enough to bide my time. A lot of me, lately, is feeling spontaneous enough to make the bigger decisions sans all of the production. Whatever that means. Not sure why, but things feel so unstable, and so much of me feels urged to do what I need to in order to lay claim to my own life. Sometimes you have to fight for what you want. Trying to ignore it when I feel that the time has come to is hard.
 
I’m writing a story. John is a big inspiration for it, so I hope I can do him some justice. A little bit of pleasure in a little bit of pain, right? I’d post it, but I’m not sure I trust everyone that reads this not to use it.
 
I’ve reached the limit of my current brain function…
 
K.M.
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~ by Kд§$ị (ИovΔ) on 04/22/2009.

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