I’m a truly screwed up individual who needs serious professional help. I’m just throwing that out there. The last few years of my life have seriously thrown me through the ringer.
I’m an apprehensive, self-protecting person, and I’m afraid that I seriously don’t have the capacity to trust anyone. I freak out over stupid things, I get totally emotionally bent about things that don’t matter… or do they? Worries that I don’t measure up, ever-lingering paranoia that I don’t, but other things make up for it…
Bail out, you. Bail out and run. Save yourself… from me.