Stars!

Okay, so here goes. I feel like a fool but what can you do? I’ve discovered the source of my social detachment and my utter insanity as a human being as of late. I feel like one of those American girls who goes to London abroad and alone. I feel like an American girl in London, sitting forlornly in the back of a small cafe eating English chocolate and drinking a cappuccino, wondering if my friends miss me. Wondering if I have friends. But I do… its just that they’re “overseas.”

I’ve changed my mind about a lot of things I used to firmly believe. It’s hard to suddenly see things differently and not feel disoriented and lost. It’s a difficult transition, but we make it through, whether or not its easy.

I need coffee. I need a weekend just alone with Steve with no phone calls or stupid outside interruptions. I just need some down time to relax and find my place again. Its aggrivating and scary and strange, but I love it. Anyhow… I’ve got nothing much else to write about, so here are the lyrics to an awesome song you should check out:

Stars
t.A.t.U
200km/h In The Wrong Lane

How did we ever go this far?
You touch my hand and start the car
And for the first time in my life
I’m crying…

Are we in space? Do we belong?
Someplace where no one calls its wrong
And like the stars we burn away
The Miles

How did we ever get this far?
It shouldn’t have to be this hard
Now for the first time in my life
I’m flying

How did we ever go this far?
You touch my hand and stop the car
And for the first time in my life
I’m crying

How did we ever go this far?
You touch my hand and stop the car
And for the first time in my life
I’m crying

Are we in love? Do we deserve
To bear the shame of this whole world?
And like the night we camouflage denial…
——————————————

Awesome song. TATU rocks. 🙂 Anyway… I gotta go. Research mode for scooby girl. 😉

=*K

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~ by Kд§$ị (ИovΔ) on 03/10/2003.

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